When God wants to use you, he starts by breaking you. God allows you to pass through different stages of brokenness.
God always breaks the broken pieces until every broken piece is completely broken. He did the same for His son Jesus Christ.
After every piece is completely crushed and broken there is a dust formed. From this dust, God will again create a man but this time it’s in image of His Son Jesus Christ by breathing / pouring His life. This person will redeem creation and bring back the Glory of Christ.
If you are going through a season of complete brokenness (brokenness after brokenness) , do expect your self to be destroyed and replaced by fullness of Jesus Christ.